Helsinki, too much alcohol and an Indian man = bad combo. I had the fucking craziest time this Easter while visiting my mate in Rastila, it was so messed up, although I had a blast. And there were few good looking skinheads in that Klamydia gig. So it wasn't that bad at all.

Lately I've spent my time with school, getting lazy, talking with new people and being sick; having an awful flu at the moment. I gotta catch up with photography and other artsy fartsy stuff as soon as possible, I think I'll start painting again. And drawing of course.

Weeh. Anyways. Yeah.

♥

My photography is shit. My drawings are shite. I can't write anything good. I fucking suck in everything.

Nah, seriously, well I'm a bad drawer and a writer too, but I just don't know what to shoot. I'm just so bored with my camera and everything around me; I can't find anything inspiring anymore, since it's the country side and everything's just.. well, you can't find life and such things here, you know?

I'd love to do some portraits and I think I could do something really fucking fantastic, if my gayboyfie would just take his shirt off and freeze in the snow; those pictures would look so fucking great. I just have to convince him to be my model for couple hours at least.

J sanoo:
suostutko makaa lumihanges ilman paitaa ja näyttää homolta????????

Okay. I always think about something extremely homoerotic, but that's not bad, aye?

Just guess who was about to drown in her drool when she saw Polaroid & Holga cameras in Tallinn?

/me wants!

P.S. Indian men are odd.

Brian: You think God gave me cancer to punish me?
Joan: It's not too late. You can still change. I know you can.
Brian: I can?
Joan: Well, it won't be easy. You'll have to fight temptation. Be strong. Harden yourself.
Brian: I wanna be hard, Mom. You have no idea how much I want to be hard. Oh, Lord, make me hard so that I can fuck every hot guy I see! That's why God gave me a second chance, Mom, so that I can use the one ball I have left.
Joan: Shame! Shame on you!
Brian: If I have to spend an eternity of eternities burning in hell, it's better than spending one good day in heaven with you.

Justin: It's not the size that matters.
Brian: Have I taught you nothing?

♥

I need painkillers

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i hate winter.
wet'n'cold.